I will forever be awkward. I think Ive forgotten how to be normal around people. I sink into the music and try to block out the fact Im surrounded. I feel as though Im friendly and sweet…but I say a joke or jump into a conversation and all I get are strange looks. I think Im more myself when Im alone. I have Beau…Mikey..and Brit. Im alone in my own little world. Why cant I feel as though Im normal in others eyes? I guess most true artists live alone in the world. That’s why they appreciate beauty in things, they see things clearly.